i'm a real big fan of yours. but quite a joke to you.

2010-05-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

Evening earthlings :) Today has been alright so far. News got to me, nasty news. Not something I'd like to really hear. Anyway, that aside. Work was fine. Stella and Clarence both strained their necks, which we find kinda funny. Haha. I heard they're like gonna quit in end of may ): and I'll be left all alone with V. Tskk..

Met up with baby after work, was so glad to see him. I'm smiling so widely as I'm typing this down. I finally saw his hairrr, well it wasn't that bad but I think of it were to grow longer abit more, it'll look better :)

Met up with him at JE and went to IMM to chill. Bought sushi and just sat and talked. Simple and easy dates like these, I love a lot. Thank you for meeting me baby. I love you and see you this friday hehehehehehe :D

So it's 6 more days to my pay and 3 nore days to my 19th. I love May. ♥

2010-05-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

It's been ages since I've stopped by my blogger. The last time I blogged was in december last year. Woah, so many things have happened ever since. Be it good or bad. I decided not to delete this blog away because of a simple reason. Memories. This blog holds more memories than you know.

So it's my first time blogging on my berry(yes, I finally got myself a BlackBerry), and it's kinda cool. Though I'm straining my eyes a lot. So anyway, I've been working hard to earn and support myself. I've been working for almost 3 months now? Yeah, I started in february. And now it's already may. Gosh how time flies.

School? Don't ask. For those who knows, they are the only people I trust. For those who are curious, well, too bad.

On to some other better news, daddy's been promoted to Manager :) So glad to hear that. Oh and also, we'll be moving out from TB prolly after Hari Raya. I can't wait but at the same time kina reluctant to move out. I've practically grown up in TB, so much memories of this place. Deff gonna miss it here.

I'm kinda glad that I'm back to blogging, letting out feelings, and for others to read. well though I don't fetch that many readers, it doesn't matter to me. Just as long as I have an avenue to have my say and my daily rambles.

Guess that's it for today. Work tmr, goodnight world xoxo.

always have, always will.

2009-12-09T23:09:00.004+08:00

It's not another goodbye. It's just a new chapter in our lives, a new start to something new. We're not done for. You have me and I have you. Whatever it is or whatever happens, we know we will still have each other. If fate brought us together in the first place, it'll bring me back into your arms one fine day again. Thanks for everything & please do remember this is not a goodbye.

So I've decided that I'll continue blogging here cause my tumblr is kinda not private :/ So this will be more of my private(well, not so) entries and stuff like that.

Exactly 9 days left to flying off to KL. Woohooo~ Finally a break from all bezonkers that's been happening. I need a break from all the hectic. KL is gonna be a fun trip! Especially with Sarah and my sisters ZOMG MADNESS. Shopping!!!!!!!! PAVILION!! Ahhh the thought of it just makes me smile to myself. This time we're flying off and back. 9 days Izyan, 9 days. And I've only 2 days left of school cause there's no french class next week. So I'm only coming on Monday and Tuesday.

Hopefully I get to meet Gerri, Nat and Bobo on Friday! Gerri's flying off on sat to London. Freaking London zomg, jealous much! Have fun in London, Gerri. I hope I get to see you guys on Friday for dinner or something. I need to see you guys! NEED. Not want.

9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days. 9 days.

2009-11-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

So I've watched New Moon. Hell to the fucking yes yo! It was awesomez. But I so gotta watch it again, was too busy admiring the hot and tight bodies of them just now. Hehe. I know I know, I don't wanna sound like those girls who made NM so damn over-rated.

The twilight saga is just an awesome thing that happened in my life. Seriously, Imma start reading Breaking Dawn again.

Haha, and to fyda! ABG ROBBIE SAID HI AND SEE YOU ON TUESDAY! :) Da kirim salam pun, hehe.

2009-11-10T18:00:00.001+08:00

changed. go figure.

for whoever you are.

2009-11-07T02:05:00.000+08:00

Mean what you say.

2009-10-30T13:54:00.003+08:00

It's funny how you are so caught up in something,
that you don't even know what's going on around you anymore.

What's love?
–noun

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

Do we really need love in our lives?
Yes we do. All of us do.
But we have to make the best out of it.
And not just take it for granted,
thinking it'll come and go whenever you want it to.

Do you love the person you're with?
Or are you in love with the person you're with?
Both have different meanings.
You can say I Love You to so many people.
But what does your I Love You means?
Are you in love with him/her?
Or do you love him/her like a friend etc?

Looking back, I now realise how love has affected all of us.
Be it bad or good, it has somehow made an impact on you one way or another.
So the next time you say I Love You to someone, mean it.

2009-10-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

i wanted to talk to you but you didnt wanna talk so i assume you want alone time what. time to chill. how is it my fault ? :/

Anyway I'm sorry.

Island Creamery.

2009-10-26T21:28:00.007+08:00

My friends often tell me how weird it is that I'm so god damn close with my cousins(we try to hang out every week). And knowing this, I feel very blessed to have such loving cousins and thank God we are so tight. Every week we try to meet up. Either to lepak somewhere, or just chill somewhere. We have been close since young. The moms will organise outings for us and we will do gatherings like a few years back we got the moms to gather at our place and we had a Mothers' Day celebration. It was fun! All were planned by us. Haha, I love my family. And the thing is all of us live very near to each other, except that the one living one storey down is moving out like in Dec to CCK!? WHY? Damn sad. Anyway what I'm trying to say is the bond of my cousins and I is strong.

So the other night Kakak drove me and Sarah to Bukit Timah's Island Creamery and boy was it good :) Not only were the ice creams tasty, they were cheap!

so what. you words don't bother me. it never did.

2009-10-19T22:55:00.003+08:00

10 days to our big 2 one.

We met up last wednesday. We had Swensen's for lunch yo! Awesome. He had beef baked rice and I had some sandwich. They weren't that bad and I personally think it's more worth it than eating at Pastamania. Cause one, drinks are free flow and two, the student meal comes with a soft drink! We paid like only 20plus. Well, he paid. I only paid the gst. haha. And we're planning to dine there this thursday hopefully. Can't wait to see you dear.

Anyway, last wednesday. We headed to Marina Square for Swensen's and then we bused to Hortpark to chill(ok not exactly chill cause it was so damn fucking hot) and snap pictures. Just enjoyed each other's company basically. There are pictures but the connection is being bitchy, like real bitchy. So imma skip the uploading of pictures part. Next time perhaps k?

~~So yeah yeah school's started. Won't elaborate. Blabla. School was... is never an interesting topic to talk about anyway.~~

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62 days....

2009-10-01T19:54:00.003+08:00

to New Moon. Don't think I forget okay.

So today, B and I went to the gym like wayyyy early in the morning you won't believe it. I woke up at like 8. woahhh. Headed out at around 9ish and bused to the gym. I did like 20 mins of cycling and 20 mins of striding(? whadya call that thing?). And damn it my legs were jellying by the time ended the striding thing. B did weight lifts. Spend around more than an hour there and showered and all. Bused to JE and then bused again to town.

Lunched at Pastamania! B had Dory Baked Rice and I had Ham and Cheese Pasta or something like that? (I'll try to find a picture of it) And darn, the cheese crumbles! Oh my..... Haha we had a cheese overdose today! Cheese day! Lol. After lunch, we went to start walking around for something for me to buy. Muahaha. Oh, we found out that the Far East outlet has served more than 9 million of plates of pasta and that there are only 38 outlets around the world. Oh, just fyi FYI.
^ That's my meal, can't really tell how yummy it is from here. But oh well.
And below is B's meal.

We walked around the whole of Far East and I couldn't decide on what to get, you know. I initially wanted to find a blazer but found one costs like more than 30?! Anybody knows where to find cheaper ones? :/ I read Chic, most of the shops are from Far East but like I don't see what I see in the mags. So anyway, I decided to hunt for shoes. I wanted to get like something that I can wear casually and also on a formal occasion. I went to this shop(where I bought my shoes) like 3 times. I don't know what the salespersons will think of me. So in the end I bought this totally cute pair of heels, not so high ah I also cannot walk seh like that. And the shoes were like on 20% off! Totally awesome. Mine costs around 23 bucks after discount.

I wanted to get that pair, B didn't like. He suggested that pair, I didn't like. Haha. So you see now why I had to tour FE like siao. Like idiot sia seriously.

I: This one? *removes a heel from the rack
R: *shakes head and gives that uhhh-no-I-don't-think-so look

Another shop...
*Looks around.
R:This one nice what. *Shows me a sandal
I:*gives him the same reaction

Another shop...
I:What about this one?
R:You sure? *gives me the YOU-SURE-NOT look
I:Nice what :/ No meh?
R:Up to you but just think, is it easy to match with your clothes?
I:Ahhh okay fine *pouts and puts back the shoe in the rack

So anyway, that's my day for you. And Baby was really awesomely super duperly sweet to 'date' me out today. He headed home late these past few days and had to wake up early. Yet he still accompanied me and I love him :)

20th <3

2009-09-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm updating this thing. So okay, it's the holidays now and three more weeks to school?! wtf. Anyway, no school talk. Savour what we have now. Ahh why did I even bring it up in the first place. Ok, screw me.

Hah, so I kept saying I wanted to get a job during this holiday right. But look how much time I've wasted so far.

Anyway, my main purpose of blogging is because I want to and I certainly do not want to lose the blog mojo, like you know some people have blogs but they rarely update. like even after 2 years? Ha, yeah. Another purpose was of course to let you all in the updates going on for the past few weeks I've not blogged. Of course I had so many things going on and obviously I cannot remember every single one of 'em. But I'll recall the more prominent ones.

Hari Raya 2009 is a dull. I don't know. I think it's just me, but it feels as if raya is over? Do you feel it too? And to think only one week has gone by. Psshhhh. But anyway, I had fun seeing all my relatives(and of course collecting the moolahs!). Celebrating Hari Raya has always been a joy to me, well the first few days that is. I'm still looking forward to Jalan Raya with my friends, will prolly plan it with Sof when she's back in SG i guess.

Today's our 20th Monthsary and I don't even get to go out with him. Cause well, he has a 4n4(woah 2 years ago class) class gathering. But nevermind, I still hope he enjoys himself and that I never left his mind. But seriously, during this holiday so far, we've only been on two dates. Yeah. Two. And the most recent one was a week ago i think?

We went to Vivo(always and forever) and had lunch. Our initial plan was to go to Henderson's Wave cause I've yet to bring him there and we just kept procrastinating. So we had lunch at KFC. Haha, why KFC? Cause I also don't know why. I think cause it's been ages since we ate there. And after that, we walked around Vivo and I fell into a huge dilemma. "So drama", like Haikel always says.

Stopped by Diva and there was this really pretty bracelet I wanted to get. But he kept telling me to like choose wisely and stuff like that.(you know, money talk) And in the end I didn't get it. Bummer kay. But I bought a top from Pull and Bear to make it up, hehe. And the poor bracelet didn't leave my mind at all. Still saddened.

Anyway, after walking around like idiots we went to get ourselves a notebook and a pen from Minitoons. Haha. Which costs like 4 bucks in total. The purpose of the pen and notebook was to jot down places to go/things to do that kinda stuff that we always say but never done them. So we sat down at a quiet spot in Vivo and listed down all the things we wanted to do together and all the places we wanted to go together. So cute, eh? Hehe I love you boyf.

I think that's enough words to bore your eyes for now right? I will try to upload pictures when I'm done uploading 'em from Jake. Have a happy Tuesday everybody! :)

98/4/9 days.

2009-08-25T20:15:00.004+08:00

"i tak nak kecewa kan you lagi"
(I don't want to disappoint you anymore)

A simple gesture to show that you really care and still do.
That is the sweetest thing you've said to me so far.
And I appreciate every single word of it.

And if you are wondering why I have been on hiatus for such a long time, well the reason is obvious enough. I'm packed with Studio Project 3 now. And it's gonna end in like 9 frigging days! Hell yes, not?! Ok, I know alot of people are bragging that their hols are already here but like mehhhh whatever. Haha.

Won't do a really in-deets post. Promise to post again when SP3 is over. I promise.

And if you're wondering about the numbers in my title .... LOL.
98 days to New Moon's premiere in Singapore(!!!!!!!!!!)
4 days to our 19th:) hehe, time flies baby. (L)
& last but not least 9 days to the end of SP3.

Triple yayness!

Baby's day out. Har har har.

2009-08-04T21:45:00.004+08:00

Kay, so on last Thursday Baby and I finally went out(: Initial plan was to go for a chill sesh over at Marina Barrage. But plan cancelled. Haha I've no idea why. Guess we were like totally unprepared and Marina Barrage was like kinda not convinient. So we scrapped the idea, most prolly heading there some other day.

So we took a bus to Marina Square and had lunch there. Had LJS cause he was like craving. After that we walked around, and he was kinda astonished to know that there was a Fourskin outlet there. We kinda toured around MS. And I suddenly had the urge to munch on my yummy cinnamon melts. But sadly Macdees don't sell them anymore. Tell me how sad I am now. Baby bought choc milkshake. Bused home after that.

HAHA GUESS WHAT! WE SPAMMED JAKE AGAIN :D Man, this boy knows how to camwhore lor. Best (Y).

PICTURES ARE HERE.

\edit:
Baby has high fever all of a sudden! Gosh, so worried know, His temperature was like 38 point something something .. And it's about time he visited the doctor. He got himself 3 days MC. Lol. Take care baby. He rarely gets sick one kay. So was kinda slightly taken aback when he told me about his skyscraper temperature. Get well soon! (L)

You're beautiful, every little piece love.

2009-07-31T22:07:00.001+08:00

Anybody wanna get Nokia E63(red)?? It's still new, used twice only. Seal is opened due to checking when owner got it.

Questions? Email them at ronniekickass@hotmail.com or taurus_gal_91@hotmail.com

THANKS(:

i've cried my heart out. are you convinced?

2009-07-27T19:28:00.001+08:00

why are relationships so hard to be in?
why cant they be like how ive always imagined it to be?
filled with rainbows and pretty things.
doves flying around.
joy everywhere.

all crashed and burned.

...................

picz another day,

2009-07-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

Finally met Haikel today. Am a happy girl! I miss him tonz. We had lunch at Far East, had Sakura. Been eons the last time I ate there. I had balls of fun and laughter(as usual) with him. Haha, Sof couldn't make it since she was celebrating her 17th. But we did meet her! :D "So minah jiwa-jiwa la she"

Walked over to Ion. Gosh, that place is HUGE and they literally rank the shops according to affordables. Like Fendi, Cartier ..... lalalala will all at the top floors and all, while topshop, pull and bear and stuff are down at the basement! there's like B4 la. Wooooow. Haikel went "Wa look at that so deep." Like the shops were ranked haha. Weird, no? And Haikel kept saying "invisible wall, invisible wall".(inside thing)

After exploring that enormous place, went to pay kakak a visit. But she was having her break. Why ah? Everytime I'd go see her, she'll be having her break. And again, Haikel and his never-ending drama. Oh oh, before we went into Ion, we chilled outside to 'people-observe'. I actually didn't know(k this part i slow) that people actually needa queue up to get into LV????! 0.o We made several comments and shitz hahaha. So back to Esprit at Wisma, we went to Taka and found ourselves immersed in a toy sale. We were being toy junkies. Haha, totally wanted to get that plushy know but the line to the cashier was insanely long i tell you! Insanely! So Haikel and I bid goodbyes to our plushies before we went off. I wanted to get an Eeyore kay! At only 3 bucks!!? And Haikel wanted to get this sad looking care bear, that he thought of throughout the rest of the day. and that was for only 2 bucks!! Gosh, we were transformed to 5 year-olds. And I saw this leather-bracelet DIY thingy for only 5 bucks! Again, didn't buy cause of the queue. Just cause of the queue! Darnz.

Depressed, we went to Kinokuniya. Browsed through mags. A bought this cute Chic mag at only $2.80! Hehe. The content's coolios. Kay, let's backtrack a little. We initially wanted to catch the fireworks with the cousins, and bring Kel along. But sarah said it was cancelled. So Kel and I asked Sof and Jo. But I thought there wasn't any kay! Cause daddy said this week don't have. BUT I SAW ONE OF MY FRIENDS TWEETED THAT SHE JUST FINISHED WATCHING FIREWORKS AT MARINA. TELL ME HOW MAD I AM NOW. Sorry guys :/ My bad.

So after Taka, Kel and I went over to McCafe at lido. Both of us had fluffly :D Yummzz. Chilled, camwhored like hell, laughed, bitched, people-observed. All with the best companion ever. And around 8ish bused home. Thank you for the day Kel! :D He actually had plans with his JC(arrogant already!) friends one know, he changed plans for me, hehe. Love you Kel.

fck you.

2009-07-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

kay, i'm kinda pissed now. pissed with his brother. like omg, i've never come across such selfish people in my life!?!?! Seriously? He just told me he cannot use the home internet anymore. WHY MAY YOU ASK? He's brother has fcked up itchy hands. so i think ron had to do something, and so he locked his comp since he knows how itchy his bro's hands are. and his bro being so darn idiotic(kay fine i'm being judgemental but fck it), went to turn off the plug. LIKE WTF? so ron told his mom, and his bro said he was lying. he went back to switch his comp back on, his bro went to turn it off again. his bro was holding onto his laptop i think. so ron dared him to let go of it. AND NOW?! his bro changed the password to the internet shit. WTF IS THAT MAN. SIAL UH. ANGRY OR WHAT. fcked up sia seriously. grow up sia.

omg i really cannot tahan. like how childish can they get?! in the first place you have the home computer for you to use. no wait. you have your own damn bloody laptop to use! why must use other people's??? UH?

if i have siblings like this, i think i'll be torn up into pieces by now cause i'd be fighting and quarreling and whatnots with them every single day! DAMN. CURSE YOU. ARGH. ANGRY!!!!!!

WTF.

2009-07-23T17:13:00.002+08:00

Total crap sia. hahaha.
why the hell is lionel in the list at all?
k that's all.
bye.

kk one more image post.

2009-07-22T00:36:00.002+08:00

I got these goodies from a friend of my sister's. DANG. Do you wanna catch them now or what! Haha, I sure do. All looks total awesome. So gonna spend my time away having my own movie marathon this holidays, which in a few weeks time! AHHHHHH can't fcking wait kay! :D I totally am looking forward to the hols. Duh, who isn't? I'm gonna work, enjoy, and GET MY BBERRY HOPEFULLY :D I'm torn between Javelin and Bold. Thoughts?! I think I'm falling for Javelin now. It's so hot. Kay for realzzzz now. to bed I go.

because i am ambitious like that ....

2009-07-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Blackberry Curve (Fyda's using it)

Blackberry Javelin (XX's using it)

& Blackberry Bold (EVERYBODY ELSE IS FCKING USING IT)

Cmon, don't they look so sexy to you?! Darn it! Imma work and save up money! I've been eyeing the Bold way too long. One of 'em is gonna land in my hands one day i tell you. Sorry Cookie, i still love you.

Assignment. Week 15.

2009-07-19T19:36:00.009+08:00

Visual Art - Tile Studio (due week 16)
~~Web Design - ~~Logo~~, ~~3 A4 layouts~~, ~~CV(resume)~~, ~~description of myself~~. (due this Tues)~~
Web Design - Mock ups for every page of porfolio (due week 16) and flowchart (due next Tues).
3D Modeling - ~~last stage of face modeling~~ and clothe modeling. (due week 17)
Drawing - Clean up 5 A2 drawings and 25 pages of clothed figure drawings. (due week 16)

Cmon Izyan.

SPAMMMMMM!

2009-07-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

I had tonz of fun with this boy yesterday! :D I had my FTT(which I failed) in the morning. Went over to his school to meet him and off we went to catch Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince. I was kinda shocked cause there were still seats left available. We got the 10th row from the screen! Awesome, aye? But it was packed la of course. Haha, found out later that kakak and mus also watched HP&THBP at Marina Square too.

Illy: I watch Harry Potter already.
Izyan: I also.
Illy: Uh? When you watch?
Izyan: Just now uh, after my ftt i meet him.
Illy: Oh, where you watch?
Izyan: Marina Square.
Illy: HUH? WHAT TIME? I ALSO!
Izyan: At three just now. You?
Illy. Alaaaaa, I went in the morning at like 11.30. Wa still got seats uh?
*then she goes on telling Mus. lol*

Kay anyway, back to B and I. We had our lunch before catching the movie cause God knows how hungry we were. We didn't eat since morning cause we wanted to eat together, hehe(: Took a bus to MS since he is using bus concession. Haha, we spent such a long time in the bus. But it wasn't boring cause we spammed Jakey! Hahaha. There were more photos from where those collages came from. The rest were too unglam to the eyes. I had alot of fun camwhoring with him. Didn't know he was a camwhore too. HAHA. Next time spam again kay?! Hope to see you soon.

Anywayyyy, the movie was awesumposumzzzz. I cried when Dumbledor died and when he had to drink the potion. ): Well, can't wait for the next one cause somehow the story ended kinda abruptly. New Moon next kay baby! :D

Thank you of for the movie treats, hun. I love you. Cousins hopefully coming over tomorrow to watch nostalgic videos from the old school video recorder, hehe. Can't wait(:

I just had my cinnamon melts kakak bought me, hehe happy girl. SUGAR RUSH. Sof must be giggling now. Awww, I miss her and Kel! Damnit. When are we meeting?

Gathering @ Darrick's (:

2009-07-14T22:21:00.005+08:00

LOTS OF LOVE. MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY(:

image heavyzzzz.

2009-07-03T14:20:00.009+08:00

EDIT:// Before I forget, a shout out to my cousins! Happy 17th (30.06 &3.07) to Harisan and Ierfan! :DD

I miss these people hell lotz! Please meet up soon sometime again, please please? (: Before all of us go busy and bonkerz. Y'all are a whacky bunch of people whom I treasure alot. You guys totally made my high school life the best ever! (Y) XOXO.

I 'studied' MJ's past. Something just kinda triggered me to do so and I have no idea what. I learnt that he lead a very sad, lonely life. Kinda sad watching his documentary. Spent a while watching this sorta documentary on his life. Teared a little. I mean, like, although he is all rich and famous, he leads a very lonely life. I swear. He just needs some love. He didn't even have a pleasant past either. His abusive father doesn't even lets him call him 'daddy' and only call him by name. When all he wanted was to call his father 'daddy'. Sad, ain't it? Well, nuff said though. I hope he's fine wherever he is now(:

Give thanks to Allah. For the moon and the stars. Praise Him all day for what is and what was. Take hold of your Iman. Don't give in to Syaitan. Oh, you who believe please give thanks to Allah.

FB FTW. ....................................... not.

2009-07-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

Baby tripped upon seeing this, hehe :D

I did like multiple quizzes on FB the past few days! Haha, what else can I do? Ya I know, work. Shut up. I chose not to okay, I chose not to! I'm just being retarded la.

This is what you get when you and your friends are on the same page as you(bored, so fb la).Haha just look at their comments! My friends are awesome shitzz. :D Gay just webcammed me via mebeam just now. Lol, omg I miss her! Have not seen her like eons! Gosh, the rest of the clique too. Loves. (less than three) <-go figure.

I sent Baby this and he did this:
Awwwwww, he put it as his wallpaper (: I love and miss you very much! We may have our quarrels and fights but we love each other no matter what. I believe in you, I believe in us. Hope to see you this Sat Baby R. hehe.

2009-07-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

Latest drug > Until You're Mine by Demi Lovato. It's the sex kay. I have fucking wasted my time doing practically nothing. I do not know why I totally repel internet now. Why does it have so many distracting things?! Hate it. I'm such an ass. Fcked up lazy. Hate myself right now.

Goodbye June, Hello Wello July! I think time is running in a marathon, I think ah. Next month's fasting month. Duper happy and excited(: Can't wait for the special holy month. And after that's Hari Raya. Damn, fast or whuuuuut?

Kay, I fcking screwed up my Webd assignment. ASSIGNMENT not exercise. There's a vast difference, my friends. I totally didn't align my shits and they are all messed up. What kind of work did I even hand in. Fck myself.

Left with > 3D Modeling last stage and VART's week 7 and 8's exercises. And then BACK TO SCHOOL >:/ Fck school. I hate school. Argh, I'm slowly losing interest in it. Why?! I'm sucha dumbass. I'm a loser.

kay, not mood already. bye. so many problems. school problems. relationships problems. everywhere problem here and there. fuck you problems.

i smile when it's you. AH FUCK YOU IZYAN.

I wanna rock with you, all night.

2009-06-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's Student Council outing was awesome. Eventhough only like 9 people turned up, it was still a fun-filled day with them around. What not, with people like my sc favourites! We met up at Vivomart. Hah, shut up ah. I know I was the last to wake up. Bought the stuffs needed and headed off to Sentosa. There were alot of people, of course-weekend. But anyhow, we settled at a spot and set up our mats. We ate first since some of us have not taken brekky. Fiq's maggi goreng nice la. Haha, so was Fyda's curry chicken! Yummzzzzzz.

Went to change after that while the guys went to get a volleyball. We played passing the ball, soccer(where yas got injured like two times. By FIQ! Lol) and volleyball. The ball loves to hit other beach-goers. It hit this american lady like 2 times or so. Adrian had to leave us soon after! He had training la. I forgot what we did after that. I think the guys went to dip themselves in the water while us girls just lazed around the shore haha. Three of us were having our periods! Sof kept telling me the water looks so tempting to her that she just wanna jump into the water. Took pictures, lalalala. Will prolly post them on another day. The pics are in FB anyway. Click here.

We played cards too. Played Old Maid and Bluff. Haha, had tonzz of fun kay I swear. Oh yeah, Leen was suppose to come but she didn't come. All of us were wondering and waiting. Oh well. Anyway, we basically just lazed around. Ate, drank(4 bottles of juices and 2 bottles of 1.5l fizzy drinks were finished by the time we finished playing with the ball. We were That thirsty!), snapped pics and just enjoyed each other's company as much as possible.

So around 5ish we went to shower and omg the queue in the toilet was fcked up long kay. We waited for like almost half an hour or less or more. The girls were like seriously taking their time to bathe?! So inconsiderate. That totally delayed everything. The guys already finished bathing we were still queueing! And of course we didn't take our time bathing! We even finished before the ones that bathed before us. Ish ish.

Took the tram back to Vivo and initially wanted to just drink somewhere since we were so darn thirsty. Wanted to go Banquet but changed to Macs then changed to Harbourfront's banquet. Haha. Indecisive people we are. But none of us only drank, in fact all of us ate. Haha. Parted ways and bused home after that. Oh, while walking to the bustop, Jo was playing with the volleyball. He kicked and it bounced into the sky. The ball hit the wall and frigging bounced onto Sof's head! Haha, she just stood there with her head down. And here comes the funny part. Right beside her, there was a sign saying 'Mind Your Head'. HAHA all of us were laughing kay. So did Sof. Swear, it was hilarious.

We should meet up again some time. I know it'll take a long time but just as long as we get to meet up every once in a while it's fine. I love my sc peepos alot. They totally made my secondary school life a fun and wacky one! SC '07 rocks my world.

I'm currently hooked onto old school rock. Specifically The Runaways. Really la, their music rocks. Haha. Been listening to MJ's songs lately too. All hail the King of Pop. He was and still is a legend to all. Ibu told me early in the morning when I was still groggy and all and it totally woke me up from my sleep. Condolences to his family and friends.

The littlest things.

2009-06-28T00:29:00.004+08:00

I secretly printscreened this. Surprisingly the boy was smiling(:

You've never left my mind(:
my fcked up burnt face.

Where did all my paragrahing go?! blog = bitch.

2009-06-24T22:31:00.006+08:00

They come and go

But they don't know

That you are my beautiful

But I'll be there forever

You will see that it's better

All our hopes and our dreams will come true

I will not dissapoint you

I will be right there for you

Till the end, the end of time

I can't stop the rain from falling,

I can't stop my heart from calling you,

It's calling you.

WHAT THE FUCK! I JUST POSTED A WHOLE BLOODY LONG POST AND NOW IT'S GONE. BLOG YOU'RE A BITCH. I HATE YOU.

AND WHAT THE FUCK 2ND! MY COUNTDOWN JUST WENT TO RESET! WTH MAN?

edit:

I shall be patient and try my best to recall whatever I've posted.

So the latest news; NYP gets an extended week of vaca. Elearning will be done. Apparently our school wants us to be ever ready if the situtation gets worse. I heard it on the radio this morning while I was doing my 3DModeling in school, alone. Yep, alone. Solo. I'm left with the 3rd stage now. I can do it. yes I can.

Will blog about today tomorrow together with tomorrow's happenings. Tomorrow's gonna be fun, I tell you FUN! Escape Theme Park and everything else. ASA DOES WONDERS. UNEXPLAINABLE WONDERS.

Saturday = SC Outing = Super excited! Sentosa + picnic + the best company everrrrrr. Miss you people tonzzzzzz.

And fck it, imma remove the damn bloody countdown fcked up widget.

K I'm done. bye, not in a good mood.

2009-06-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHH! So cute so cute. Can't breathe.

Just a sickly random thought kay. What do you think'll happen if Rpattz comes to Singapore?! OMG. I'll totally be the first one in line, duh. It's just a random thought la kay. Like what if it really happens? STOKED! Omg.

Meeting the boyf tomorrow(: Yeay, since both of us are like kinda broke at the moment, we're just going to have a simple picnic. Don't know where(hands down confirm wcp). And I still don't know what to bring. oh wellzz.

Haha, I just posted something stupid on twitter. "A cowboy rides into town on Friday, stays there for 3 days and leaves on Friday. How did he do it?" Was watching iCarly haha. shut up, I love watching Nickelodeon and Disney's shows kay. Favourites are HM and iCarly and Drake and Josh.

And omg, just found out today that Jovi watches Paris My New Bff too! Yeayy, now I can talk to someone about it. Hahaha 'Stupid Bowhead! HUNGRY TIGER FOR SURE. GOOD RIDDANCE' Can't wait for next week's episodes. I know I watch trashy shows, lol. But it's just for entertainment sake kay. Seriously. The Hills is another nice one. 90210 is a sometimes kinda thing.

crap, now I forgot what I wanna say already cause halfway mommy had to suddenly barge in my face! damnit. Kay dinner time. bye.

i miss you.

2009-06-17T23:20:00.004+08:00

I really envy my friend's friends. Like, they hang with their classmates. Not like as if my classmates are not cool enough to hang, they are. But I just miss them, you know? Like hanging out with them and stuff. NO I'M NOT JEALOUS. Bitch. I'm totally happy for them. But like I feel so detached. Not from them but from everything else. Like, when are we hanging out? Soon? Please?

Not just my classmates I'm talking about here. My other friends too. Best friends. Like, do I have to make a move? Cause I don't feel like I'm bff material enough for you. I'm not kidding. Action speaks louder than words, no? I'm sorry but I just have to spill okay. I've been keeping these. But I can't anymore. There you go. I just miss you and you. There's more but I won't make you look like the villain cause obviously I know that I play a part. But, whatever you know? I'll just wait for whatever that comes.

sorry if you're offended. didn't mean to. just needa spill. sorry.

156.

2009-06-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

Kay, i know the previous pictures lack of skills and quality, whatever. I was too lazy to edit them. And furthermore, Jake's not set accordingly. whatever la.

Holiday assignments! 2DAnimation-Character design, storyboard. 3DModeling-All 4 stages. WebDesign-Do up the new re-designed website. Visual Art-Character 'walking' in FlashApp and in Photoshop. Dangit. Seems a little but takes a whole lot of time to do all of these! This week's coming to an end and not one is done. Someone slap me. Slap me hard. In the face.

I know this sounds so semangat and so dorky but I've voted for Teens Choice Awards! Have you??? Go register and vote now, go go! Teen Choice Awards I get very excited about these kinda things and again, I really hope to have the same enthusiasm in my school work/studies. dangit. Oh oh, Kitty Purry is nominated as 'Celebrity Pet' or something like that. She's Katy Perry's kitty! Haha, adorable. Go vote kay? Amazeballszzxzxzx!

156 freaking days to New Moon!! Or at least I think so. Call me Twilight geek or nerd or whatever. I am one. Not kidding about the countdown.

image heavy.

2009-06-15T19:58:00.012+08:00

I'll be updating for the events that has happened this past couple weeks.

26.05.09 Huda's Concert.
Sarah tagged along! Drove over to RP for sissy's performance. This was like a must for me to watch cause it's once in a blue moon you get to see her do her thing 'live'. Yeah, and it was brilliant! Oh yeah, we went to Pasir Ris park after that to visit Uzma cause she was having her camp, lol that girl cried upon seeing us. (L).
& the band played Overture as one of the pieces, totally brought back memories okay, was totally humming to the tune.

11.06.09 Dinner @ Popeye's.
Baby specially planned this dinner with the cousins(excl. Sarahd, she was with ozzzie). We bussed to Peni cause he wanted to check out drumsticks and Ierfan was finding a pedal case. After that walked all the way to the flyer. Met Kakak and Mus there too. My tummy was seriously wasn't doing fine at all. It was still sickly. So I sadly only had like a piece of drumstick and a few fries, like 10?! I can even count it. While everybody else was digging deliciously into their hearty meals, I was just looking at them. Oh wells. Ierfan and Harisan was apparently 'taking some air' so they missed the bus the rest of us took. Alighted at Vivo to wait for them. Went inside to take in the aircon(cause it was fcking hot) only to have us window shopping. There was this Thai exhibition thingy and alot of things kinda caught our eyes. And so with Fan and Chan arriving at Vivo, we bused home. The night ended. Thank you baby for planning(:

12.06.09 Assignment Due.
Went back to school just to hand in my WebD assignment, baby was being a sweet thing to accompany me(: Handed in, went to see Sof but she wasn't in. Was about to leave the shopping arcade when I heard her, lol. Hugged, missed her much. Bused over to Bras Basah cause he wanted to buy more drumsticks, apparently he has alot of money now.
i fcking look like a dwarf standing next to him. i love my giant(L).

13.06.09 Girls Day Out.
Our initial plan was to stayover @ Orchid Country Club, 2D1N thing. Changed our plans for High Tea @ The Furama Hotel but all of a sudden Ayah was sadly called down for contact trace. Okay, his job is simple. He has to kinda track down those who have been in contact with those who are infected(with swine flu duh). So the rest the family went Vivo. We spent like a good 6 hours there. Lunched at Fig & Olive, yummmzzzz. Forgot what we did after that but I just remembered walking around and around and around and around, yeah you get it. Went to fetch from SGH and went home.

14.06.09 Family Day Out.
Went for religious class in the morning @ the mosque. After that went to Vivo, lol again whatthehell. We bought the tix which was selling damn bloody fast I swear. The moment we wanted to buy the 1625 tix, it was already selling fast. IT WASN'T BEFORE! So no choice but had to settle for 2nd row from the screen. Oh wellzxzx. Anyway, we dined at Secret Recipe. And again, we walked around and around and around. And when it was time for the movie, we bought choccies before going in. lol :D Oh, the movie was ballzzzz of fun! It was awesummmmzzzz! Had so much laughter, no wonder it was selling like hotcakes. Gave Ayah a surprise advanced Fathers' Day present, a back massager. He loves it(:

& I can't breathe without you.... but I have to.

2009-06-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, I know I'm like almost a week late in saying this but I freaking passed my BTT! Woohoo, STOKED. I was damn bloody unsure of certain questions, I swear. I just trusted my guts. Haha and I passed! Now, on the 16th of July I will be taking my FTT. After that, register for a PDL and take up practical lessons. And after 24 lessons or so, I'm gonna make sure I pass that final practical test! And I can drive, baby. Why are there so many ands? I don't know also.

Anywway, school's vaca is finally here but as usual. Shitfuckingload of work to be done during that short period of time. What the hell do you call a termbreak anyway?! So annoyed.

Anyway(II), I just recovered from a fucked up fever. My temperature shot up to 39.5 d.c. Crazy or whut! Didn't attend school on monday and tuesday. I had no idea how or when or why I suddenly was down with a fever. It was when I came back from the morning picnic and suddenly went into a deep nap/sleep. That's when I felt my body was aching all over and I was freezing. Everybody was complaining how hot the weather was and there I was all covered up like a cocoon. And the next thing I know, my temp was 39.5 d.c.

But I've yet to recover from the sickness I'm still having since then. Daddy said it may be gastric flu. Cause apparently I cannot consume anything at all. My body will simply reject anything and everything that goes through my oesophagus. I have no idea how many trips I've made to the loo I swear. Even if i just take a little tiny bite, my body will react to it. damn.

Bahhh, that aside. Gonna lepakzzxzxzx tomorrow~ Dinner with the usuals at Popeye's. I don't intend to eat too much though. Cause I don't wanna be like a pregnant lady touching my tummy all the time. The pain. IS FUCKING EXCRUTIATING. not being pregnant but my pain, my tummy pain. yes.

I hope I will get to accomplish my assignments during the two weeks break and also spend some quality time with my favourite ones(: Looking forward to that! Peepos like family, cousins, B, SC(!!!!!!), my two best buds Sof and Kel and also not to forget my poly clique! I miss you guys tons. Didn't get to meet this week. Hope to meet soon though. I love all of you. Lots of hugs and kisses.

I love Stephenie Meyer. (L)

2009-06-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

I really really should hold myself down. Nuff about the New Moon craze..... No la, cannot. I just cannot get over it! Oh gosh, just saying those two words made my heart jump with joy. Man, 20th November.. hmmm, 238 more days! Omg stop it, Izyan. Imagine the other me talking to me.

Izyan: OMG I CANNOT WAIT FOR NEW MOON. omg omg omg ....
*repeatly for like so many days*
Other self: -________-
Izyan: new moon new moon new moon new moon new moon. Robert Pattinson!!! Ahhhhhh!
Other self: Stop it Izyan! *slaps me hard in the face*

kay, not funny.

Oh yeah, I tweeted that Robert Pattinson appeared in my dream last night, hehehe. Omg he is so darn freaking hot!!! He has like 4 pairs of absszxzxzxzzx! STOKED. Kay, a girl can dream, can she? Twitter is fucking addictive. I fucking dig it.

Oh oh, and I also cannot for MVA on the 12th June! Kinda watched a bit here and there from MTV, they have the whole show but I wanna watch it solidddddd. dangit AND SORRY FOR BEING A TOTAL BITCHY SPOILER BUT SO DAMN STOKED TWILIGHT WON THE BEST MOVIE! CHEEEEEEEERS! Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, Taylor Lautner, Ashley(sp) Greene,....ummm 'Emmet', 'Esme', 'Carlisle', 'Angela' and 'James' were there, I think. Hope didn't miss out anybody. Lol.

krayyyyyzzzzeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-30T21:07:00.004+08:00

SO PRETTY, NO?!

Today today today. Today was a totally fun-filled day yo! Met up B in the bus to head for Sam's gig. Reached a tad early and decided to drop kakak a visit at Wisma's Esprit. Went back to Cine after that, bumped in to XW. Watched Sam's band, Some Day Awaits, perform. Not bad uhhh Sam! Met Nicole and Ruyi there. Their performance was good, not bad. B said the drummer good ah. Lol, first time sia I see drummer sing, salutezxzx. Next week @ Vivo & PS! \m/

After that bought kakak late lunch and went back to her workplace to give her the food. LJS.

Man, they were giving out free Coke Zero like everywhere. cool. Nice timing, cause we were darn thirsty! Bused to Vivo for late lunch.

Thank you for today B, nice nice. The way he just easily clicks so well with my friends(: It's just so nice and comforting to see. Had balls of fun singing in the bus too, lolzxzx. And you trying to translate the words to malay. Haha you're so funny. Anyways, thanks again dear.

forever and always

2009-05-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

Met up with the cousins for dinner and lepak. Went to WCPlaza cause we were supposed to initially meet there. B and I went to Popular to get my BTT book first and I couldn't take my eyes off eversince. Headed to Check cause B wanted to check out the flip flops there. Some caught his attention, tried a few pairs. Told him to get the 2 pairs for $19.90 one but he didn't want. And if he bought those, he can match with me! Cause I have a gold and a grey pair, shared among the sisters. But he still insisted on getting the one with the strap at the back.

So anyway, we went over to the Nike's FOS and bumped into Harisan and Ierfan. Went to chill and wait for the others(Illy, Mus and Sarah) at Starbucks. After so, bused over to the Cheese Prata Shop. The food we got are like so-so only. Not really that satisfying and all. And after that bused back home. Another fun-filled lepak session with the cousins. (L)

I hope things stay the way there are cause I'm totally loving it. I hope it will not just be for one or two weeks and then back to square one again, I want it to stay like this. I love it like this. Anyway, Happy 16th baby! (kay just pretend the clock's struck twelve, kay!?) I love you and thank you ever so very much.

every girl wants to be pampered.

2009-05-27T20:17:00.003+08:00

What's with my parents today? So darn PMS-ish. Was just about to share with mom something but nah forget itt. I have been very sleepy and feeling all fatigue these couple of days. Why? No idea. I will sleep right when I get bcak from school, that'll be around 6ish and only wake up like at 8, haha. But I will wake up around 7 to pray and get back to snoozing mode.

Sam's gig tonight, gave it a miss cause it was kinda late. But most prolly heading for Sat's! :D

So anyway, during my 2D animation just now grace toh treated me fairly well. Lol, which is weird really. Made me so paranoid, thought she read my blog and feel remorsed or something. Haha but duh of course I know she didn't read my blog. Haha but I was just thinking the whole damn time like why are you so nice to me and all? Haha weeeeeird.

OMG BTT! DAMNIT. I'VE TO START READING THE BOOK! BETTER YET, TOUCH IT.

wow his we need to talk is like so cliche-.- totally same old damn qns, seriously.

i need to see that you care, i need to see that you love me. i don't see that side of you. am i just being too selfish? i just feel very neglected by you in a way, no so many ways.

2009-05-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

So I'm free today, that's a wow. Today today today, what happened today? It wasn't like any other normal Tuesdays. Started off my morning with something not pleasant, left a bruise in my heart. It's still bruised. Well, shall not talk about it. 'Nuff said.

Anyway, I've enrolled myself for taking up a driving licence, hell yeah! My Basic Theory Test will be on the 4th of June, I know so soon right? When I've only registered last friday. And I've not touched nor seen the book to study. At all. What's new, Izyan what's new.

Twitter really is fun. Haha, I can read twitter posts the entire time I'm online. Either that, I'm FB-ing. What shit aura does FB has?! Why the hell is it so darn addictive? Even if I don't play any games or whatever shit, I cannot seem to log out.

2D Animation and 3D Modeling tomorrow. I kinda dislike Grace Toh(my 2dani teacher), she's like forever and always picking on me. She will look at me and keep looking at me like as if I'm the only one in her class?! And whenever she has to say something to me, she'll sorta bring me down lor, like you have to give constructive advice or whatever shit la, but then there she goes rambling about how I'm not interested blah blah blah. Excuse me, I didn't choose to do this and I'm putting my best effort into my work already, don't blame me okay if I suck at it or if I don't meet your expectations, I DO NOT LIKE ANIMATION, FOR THE LAST FUCKING TIME. It's just my instincts la, even if people will disagree with me, I can just feel that she sorta dislike me in a way too. Boo you grace toh.

And after this week, another new pile of shitload of homework is coming in. Thanks uh. Oh, and just now was Graduation. Weird timing for Grad, no? :/ Visual Art's class were cancelled but had to do an e-learning icon shit. She didn't even state clearly what this icon will be for, so my friends and I just basically bullshited our way through. Stayed back a lil while after that to do 3D Modeling. Here's what I've done for 3 weeks or so? I think, I kinda forgot.

front & back respectively.

2009-05-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE?!

HELLPPPP.

& the graphics for the website is so cool, no?!
Loves it.

skipped school today
diarrhea, baaaad one.
JAI-HO! haha.
looong day in school tomorrow, darns.

2009-05-22T14:29:00.006+08:00

I said i hate the word promise and you said you won't promise?

Like obviously you didn't get what I said/meant.

I said that because you always don't keep to your promise.

Not never but most of the time, always keeping my hopes high.

Sky high, baby.

Why is your mind so literal?

What I meant was you have to promise,

you have to and you will.

But keep to your damn words la.

So you mean you won't do anything now?

Like just cause you don't promise anything?

Don't you get it, no?!

Day out with love.

2009-05-21T21:07:00.003+08:00

No school today, so I met up with baby after his school to catch a movie, it's been long since we've caught one. We caught The Uninvited, it was alright la. There was like a huge lump of twist in the story. But overall was okay. Tix were on me. I don't know why just wanted to pay, haha. Weeeiiiirrrrrrrrrrd. Oh, saw Shahidatul @ Pastamania. Baby, we must try it some day kay? And Ramen Ten too! So we initially planned to meet at like 12plus in 97 since it's easy for him since his school is like walking distance to clem. But i woke up late and had to do chores(wash 2 loads of clothes and hang them!) before going out. So I told him to meet in the bus at around 1plus instead, and so he can go home first to put his stuff first or whatever la. And this boy thought we are still taking 97 to vivo -.- Like okay, common sense baby, I've already told you my concession has ended and since we have a straight bus from home, why go all the way right? So I was waiting for 143 to vivo while he was waiting for 143 to JE, total -.- kay. Just as he boarded the bus, I also did. Was about to text him when he said he was already in the bus. I was like what the hell are you talking about? Haha, so both of us alighted and he walked to the CC to meet me. Oh wells, the day didn't start good and he was blabbering about his finger or whatever shiat, when I told him it annoyed me. I very pms-ish today, dont know why.

Woahhhhzxzx what a long description, and that was only the first part of the day.

So we bought the tix first, only the first 4 rows from the back were occupied la, like is the movie that bad? Dined in at KFC after that, coupons are so loved. Ate and went to see for watches, I want anew one. My current one died. Nothing attracted my eyes, went to Giordano after that. Wanted to buy the same shirts as baby so that we can matchy matchy, lol. But don't have, so skipped. Went to Diva next! haha there was like 3 racks full of on-sale stuff! 9 bucks and below haha, cool shit. I bought a bangle, love it, lovin it. Watched the movie and bused back home(:

8 more days. (L)

Piccies time!

Dont know why my hair sucky to the max today.

2009-05-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

Hello there my dear people, I have been very busy these few days. That explains the long absence. Anyway, I'm here not to update on my life but just to show y'all something. One of my assignments. Don't laugh okay, it's my first ever website!

IAMMEBECAUSE

2009-05-14T15:17:00.002+08:00

Didn't do much work today, fairly because i was taking care of my two sisters, the eldest and the youngest. My elder sister skipped work today cause she was feeling unwell and i was the old-enough one to take care of her needs. While on the other hand, I prepared lunch for the youngest one once she got home and gonna coach her in her science revision later and I was the healthy-enough one to take care of her needs. I'm such a nice sister. I've just finished cooking porridge for the sick one, haha.

Am converting Twilight so that it can be played in my psp.(!!!!!!!!) Woohooo. & most prolly tmr, I'll be getting my new phone, hell yeah. Hoho, Mommy's taking half day too! So I'm not sure if I can tag along my friends for Friday the 13th:/ Sorry guys. Another time perhaps.

Alot of things have been going on for the past few days that I've not blogged. Like Mothers' Day, my Mommy's birthday 2 days after that. Meeting up with love, went to his school to fetch him. haha I've done that for the past 2 Wednesdays, prolly it'll be every Wednesday? But we're not talking now, I don't know why, guessed it's my fault cause I didn't get to sleep at the same time as him cause he waited for me but in the end my friend sent me homework and it was a big file, initially I told her to send to my email but she came online, and I was converting a movie so I thought it won't take long. But I did wait long, it was a huge file, zipped. So he went off, saying he waited just to sleep at the same time as me. Bah. okay, so how? My fault yes?

Crappppppppp! MY LEFT EYE STARTING TO SWELL UP! HAVE NO IDEA WHY! CRAPPPPPPPPPPPP! And it's hurts like shit. gosh. What the hell is making it so painful ?!

From the corner of my eye, I see my fucked up handphone hangs every like 3 seconds! I need to get a new one, no? AND SAY NO TO SONY ERICSSON!

2009-05-09T20:05:00.004+08:00

HAHA, my eighteenth is definitely the bestest birthday everrrr! I got so many surprises ahead of me. Haha, and I have to say that this year is prolly the bestest birthday ever! Haha. My sisters and my cousins totally made a special end to my 18th. After dining in at Clementi's Ramen Ten(THANKS IBU AND AYAH FOR THE DINNER! IT WAS GREAAAAT!), we got home and automatically changed out of my clothes. But my sisters were still in their clothes and didn't change out, so was kinda weird but let it go. I was listening to my PSP in the room when suddenly out of the hell nowhere, kakak blindfolded me! using her headband. I was so damn bloody shocked, haha. They told me to change into my jeans and they brought me out. I was blind the whole time. Reached the car, heard Harisan's voice, was a total giveaway. Haha, so kakak drove around to dk where, around and around and finally stopped somewhere. Brought me out and pulled me to a bench and let me sit and they frigging left me like some idiot. Haha. After like 5 to 10 mins of waiting, kakak suddenly pulled out the blindfold and all of them sang Happy Birthday to me. We were at WCP btw. Sarah, Jabir, Ierfan and Harisan were there. And so were my sisters. We sat somewhere and just chilled. THANKS AH GUYS! Haha. Love everybirddyyyyy!

Pictures: (will update soon, cause have not uploaded from Jake)

& I met up with baby just now! Initiallty we had plans of studying at the library, but being the kuku heads we are, we totally forgot that today was actually a public holiday and it was closed. Thanks ah eh, thanks. So we were so darn bummed and decided to bus to vivo for lunch cause he wanted to eat the Kway Teow so much. So we waited at the bustop, talking and playing with his iphone, blabla. First we skipped a bus cause it was kinda packed. So we waited and while we waited, we weren't really paying attention so there goes another 97!!!!! Damnit. Today really not our day, right b. So nevermind, we boarded 143 insteadddd(-.-), seriously. They were alot of people too, like omg so packed! We had plans to study at either Coffee Bean or Starbucks, but all were full, no doubt. So we settled at Harbourfront's Macs. Got a seat but no powerplug. It's okay cause I thought my batt was fully charged but I was totally wrong. It was left with like 9 mins?! So damn bummed kay seriously. Not my day, not my day. So my batt died and we decided to go back. Lol. But anyways, at least with the best companion ever(: (L)

MY FAVOURITE PICTURE FOR THE DAY! HAHA WE FIERCE SHITZXZXZX.

2009-05-08T16:54:00.002+08:00

I'm getting sick and tired of doing something I don't have a single fucking interest in. I'm not handling these well. I thought I could, but I was wrong. What's wrong with me? Animation is something I do not enjoy doing and now I have to force myself to do these stupid shits FOR ANOTHER 2 MORE FUCKED UP YEARS. How cruel this is? I thought everything will be fine, I kept telling myself I'll try and give my best in this but I did and it doesn't seem to work at all. I don't want to continue this any longer, but what other choices do I have now? I hate this.

2009-05-07T18:30:00.006+08:00

I got to spend my 18th birthday with my love(s)! Thanks alot for the baked rice baby(: It was really yummy kay, swear. Hehe, he will make for me another time again. Meeting again to do up homework, haha ya la homework! Alot of assignments already. Anyway, he brought me to wcp and we just chilled. After awhile, baby brought me back to McCafe cause I wanted to get the new Deluxe Chocolate Frappe, andddddd guess whuuuuut! Sof was there! HAHA, she was so tired but she still made time for me(: Thank you love, anyway, she told me not to open the present yet cause she has something to tell me. I'm still waiting for her reply. Haha. All in all I had great fun(: Thank you my loves for making my day special. &&&&! Baby and I took piccies! Woohooo!

EIGHTEEN, BABY!

2009-05-07T12:22:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Izyan! Woohoo, I'm officially eighteeeeeen! And thanks for everybody who wished me man! The clique, robin, matthew, clique again(i was tired so i signed out not knowing it was 12 on the dot. haha. so ruyi called me, tricked me again and asked me to come online and they mass convoed AWW! THANKS!), hanisah, firdaus(WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS TODAY TOO! HAPPY 27th!), farah(thanks my new classmate!), sof, ayah and ibu, wenjun, huda, sarah, ronnie, syakilla, Nate!BSP, kakak illy, harisan, jocelyn gay!. Haha, woohoo thanks my precious people(:

So here I am all alone at home, spending my first 18th birthday. Haha, it's not that bad. And the first thing I did was to on the song Fearless by Taylor Swift on my phone. I camwhored, haha palyed dress up all. Gonna have dinner with the family tomorrow cause kakak's down with work tonight.

The clique gave me my present yesterday! Haha, thanks ah. Tricked me, why oh why did I fall for that. I ended my class and was waiting for the elevator to go to the next class. And just then I saw XW! Happy to see her la, kay. Then she told me to accompany her to wait for a FRIEND. And she kept pestering me to cause I wanted to rush off for the next class badly and she kept saying "Aiya wait for me ehh, accompany me ...." So okay la, I waited. Then suddenly RUYI, JOCELYN, SAM and NICOLE popped out from nowhere behind me! Haha, and they gave me a surprise(: Their present was a camera(!!!) and a leather cuff, woohoo thanks guys! And I also got a cupcake/muffin from Mrs Fields. Hehe. THANKS AGAIN GUYS, YOU GUYS ARE THE VERY FIRST TO WISH ME(: LOVE YOU ALL ALOT!

I want to thank my mother for giving birth to me especially(: I was born at 11.30am sharp at NUH. Without her, I won't be here. And her birthday is in 5 days! Haha, so is Mothers' Day which is 3 days time. Double happiness, haha!

Anyway, I met baby yesterday! Went down to his school specially for him. And he was a happy goober yesterday, haha(: Glad you had fun b. We had dinner at BK and tried the new burger. It was nice. The meat is definitely juicy and tender. Haha, we were so full after that man. Bloated. Talked talked talked and talked.

......hmmmm, Sof told me to go down at around 4-4.30pm later. Wonder what she's up to eh.

Every sky was your own kind of blue.

2009-05-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

Okay, about the girls' post thingy, that'll just have to wait. It's still kinda under construction.

So anyway, my family didn't put our Labour Day holiday to waste. Heck yeah. On friday itself, we went to Pasir Ris Park as planned. This time we didn't cycle, just cause almost all the bikes were out. Like totally alot of peepos were there. Only Uzma and Fatimah rented bikes, Danyya rented roller blades. We took turns playing badminton. And now my right arm hurts damn badly. I can't exert too much force, I can feel the strain baby.

So yesterday, we left after ayah came back from his prayers. Had dinner cum lunch there and enjoyed the breeze. Went to play at the playground. At around 8ish, we started packing up and wanted to go for deserts. So drove to T3. I had Yakun! Miss them tons, yummzzz.

Just now was early. Woke up at 9 and got ready to head off for Jurong Lake Park. It was my first time there, and dang it was hell fun. I should bring baby there soon. Kay la, it's like wcp but nobody heads there and the obstacles or whatever it is they are called, are more fun! Haha, we played badminton too. Swing swing swing. We left off for IMM for brunch. After that went home but continued playing badminton under the block. Haha, but it was too windy and went back after like 20 minutes. And now my arm hurts double. haha whatever that means. gee.

And and and, I totally forgot about my WebDesign homework which was supposedly due on Friday @6pm!!!! Damn. When I got back, I switched on my laptop in jiffy(after bathing of course, damn it was a sunny day) and started damning my keyboard. haha. I hope ester has not reached me in the list yet, if not I'm dead. But I don't think she did cause if not, she'll msg me or email me saying points won't be given for late submission. hoho.

kay, of course i took pictures but I'm too lazy a tad to post em up. No mood for piccies today, sorry.

twitter twitter twitter~

Caterpillar in the tree.

2009-04-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th Monthsary baby(: Though I only got to meet you during that teeny weeny bit of moment this morning, it was something. I love you, hope to meet you sooooon!

School's done for the week, woohoo! I love my timetable to the maxzxzxzxzx. But assignment's slowly piling, slowly and painfully. No doubt. I think for now, 2D Animation is the most torturing for me now, besides 3D Animation. These two are hands down time constraining, boring and whatever there is to that. Darn it. The pescribed elective is alright, so is 3D Modeling and Web Design. I swear, blogging helps a lot, i mean A LOT when it comes to webdesign. Right xw and gay? Lol. It's actually pretty kinda fun. And I have Wed Design classes with WenJun! Woohoo.

My new classmates are pretty awesome too. Made a few friends, Adrina, Farah, Robin(sp) and another chinese girl omg I forgot her name already, dangit. But these are nice people(: Thank God for giving me such nice friends.

ANYWAY, DO STAY TUNE FOR AN INTERESTING UPDATE :D FOR THE GIRLS ESPECIALLY.

Every girl needs an Edward Cullen. Truth.

2009-04-27T18:41:00.003+08:00

I've watched Twilight plenty of times. May sound crazy but, it is that addicitve once you've started and you will not ever stop I swear. And I've always wished I could be Bella Swan. Cause well, she has Edward Cullen beside her 24/7. No matter what, and even though their relationship is dangerous, real dangerous(not soon enough,hehe spoiler) but romance floats everywhere in this relationship. I'm on the final book now and I cannot wait for New Moon(!!), which will only be out in November. Baby promised me we'll watch it together, like he remembers haha. But anyway back to Bella and Edward. Their love is so strong and unexplainable. I swear. Every single time I read the lines, I'll visualise them in every move. IT feels so real. I simply CAN NOT wait for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn!! Omg, this is driving me nuts. How i wish I can drive the same enthusiasm into my studies and schoolwork. I LOVE THE TWILIGHT SAGA. AND THANK YOU STEPHENIE MEYER FOR THESE AWESOME BOOKS!

2009-04-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

Year two has started its engine on us. First day of school was just like any other first days of school. And surprisingly it was kinda alright. Drawing was so much less pressurising. Thank God hpp is not teaching us anymore. And I got to know I'm in group 5 too, the last group. It's like all the rejects go in that class, cause all those who appealed got into this class, haha. Sad, eh? After drawing had a 2D Animation lecture. Man, stuck with animation forever. Sigh, what to do, just carry on with life la.

Club Crawl briefing tomorrow, excused from class from 12 to 6pm, and on weds and thurs excused from class from 10am to 6pm. Wooo, I'm helper, like control the crowd kinda thing. Haha, won't be for my CCA, stupid so long since I've been absent from NYPC. Heh.

Met Sof just now! Haha, she was attending to her shop at the Shopping Arcade. Hope to head home with her soon. Her attachment. Funny. Off for a long day ahead tomorrow!

2009-04-19T21:21:00.005+08:00

School's tomorrow and a part of me surprisingly is kinda looking forward to what tomorrow brings. And of course another part of me is afraid/lazy/whatever blabla cause I have to do introduction all overrr again. Let's just see how it goes kay? Meeting baby tmr, yeay:D

So there was an outing yesterday(Sorry again Zhan Hui). We went to huda's carnival and the weather was so damn fucking hot, everybody was sweating like pigs and the sun shone like it's never shone before. damn. The atmosphere was very rimas, so many people were there with all the sweating going on and all the hell loud music. Huda's stall was selling food like hot pancakes. So me, kakak, ierfan and harisan went to walk around the school to look around for other things. They had many different stalls. Like from dunking your discipline master, to cotton candy, to flea markets, to drink and food stalls, to hair colour spray and yada yada. Ibu and Ayah and uzma were there too. The place was damn hectic gosh.

After that, the cousins planned to head for Vivo to lepak since it has like been a routine or something for us to meet the most once a week, on the weekends. And ayah gave the car to us! Woo! Haha, called mus and boyf to join us, picked up boyf first and went to Macdee for drivethru and went to bedok. Drove back to Vivo after that, had dinner and we went to walk around. At about 8plus, we went back to the car but we couldn't decide where to go, so kakak just drove aimlessly and finally decided to head for Tamp's fucking hugeass Ikea. Beside it was the hugeass Giant, damn that place is huge. It's like what 2 or 3 storeys? And the place had high ceilings I really wondered what they sell there, it's like so damn huge la. After then drove home since there was Uzma who tagged along. And the parents were like pestering and calling for us to get our asses home asap. I had a great time spent with them yesterday! sad sarah didn't join us. oh well, another time perhaps.

Haha he was wearing my beanie and i was wearing his cap, lol. at the back of the car la, that's why so blur.

ps: Ruyi,cheer up. Don't beat up yourself because of what happened or what has been happening. Just give it time kay? Don't worry I know she'll come around. Chillax babe. Don't worry su much(: XOXO R.

Love, I.

2009-04-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

Ever wondered whyI named my blog this corny name? Haha, well I was reading through this baking website. One of my out-of-boredom thingy. Crepes of Wrath Do visit this website and make sure you prepare a bucket just incase you drool excessively. So anyway, this was what gave me the witty inspiration. Check it out yo.

Kay it's not really called marshmallowbrownies but it's something like smores thingy. lol. Have fun drooling. Meeting friends tomorrow! Yippeeee!

with God as my witness,

2009-04-15T20:30:00.004+08:00

haha old pic seh.

Everything has to come to an end. Do you believe in this? I certainly don't. I just don't think that sentences can predict your life. Like seriously, of you want things not to end,(okay besides death. that's a different thing) you can always control them right? I mean it is your life after all. Just stop this bullshit please. I'm really overwhelmed/sad.

Went for the screen filming just now, and man I have to salute Zhan Hui, my classmate. He is really one motivation/inspiration to all of us. He spend this holidays doing like 4 films in total? Yeah, I guess. And all of them are done so well. Good job man! Two thumbs up! Will upload the films if possible. Had reception after that. Finally get to see my dearest friends after so long(: Meet up soon before school starts? (L)

OH! And I met Sof dearest too! Went back home with her(:

Gloria Jeans is @ the school now, but it's like so out of the place, lol.

my eyes are screaming for the sight of you

2009-04-14T16:12:00.005+08:00

geeeeeeez.

School's starting soon and I gotta say I'm totally not looking forward. But on the other hand, just take a look at my timetable and though Ruyi's not in the same class me. I don't have lessons on thursday and friday! Woohoo! &&&&! My drawing teacher's not hpp biatch anymore, it's my storyboard teacher from last sem! Yeah man, totally love that teacher, he is the best ever I swear. Kay, just take a look at my sweeeeetzxzx timetable!

I'm still not sure of my prescribed elective though:/

Kakak's Grad.

2009-04-13T18:33:00.006+08:00

All the other piccies are with her friends, but i'll just upload for the sake of it. I also don't know what is it. I was their personal photographer kay!

& I just thought of the random-est thing. I wanna plan a 1E5 reunion!!! :D Awesome much?

2009-04-13T17:09:00.011+08:00

So much to update but so little time. Haha no, I do have time in my hands. Just chose not to spend it wisely. *slaps self* So the past few days was alright. About the beanie I was talking about, it's done! Haha I think much nicer than the ones on the shelves waiting to be bought. Thanks alot Ibu!

Anyway, we had a blast during the High Tea over @ Tiffany Cafe. It's at the Furama Hotel. It's affordable, it's nice and yummy of course, and there wasn't many people! Best!

kakak has alot of confidence in driving alr, she has been driving the fam arnd.

yummy yummy yummy~

#1:My food,damn the buttered prawns! DROOLS. #2:Delicious raw fish and sotong!

#3:Haha, step artistic picture. #4:This cute thingy from the cold dish.(baby sotong)

& dared Danyya to use it as a pacifier! HAHA.

mini Uzma galore.

in the middle on eatings, haha. eatings? such word?

shut up.

haha, retarded moments.

Ibu feeling feeling superstar, everybody wanna take pic with her what!

After the filling lunch/dinner, we drove over to Plaza Singapura to pay Spotlight a visit! We bought quite a handful of stuff and set our eyes on a few things too! Can't wait for another revampation of this room! Wooo! Gonna head down to Spotlight and get alot alot of nice pretty pretty things! Spent quite a while there, and lastly off to pay Atok a visit!(: Been a long time since we've seen him. He's still the same old same old. My favourite old person ever. AND NOPE, THE NIGHT DIDN'T END THERE FOR ME AND KAKAK! We had a sleepover(an accidental one) at Sarahd's. Haha, Kakak drove us to Macs since the boys(esp ierfan) wanted so much to go out dk why. Bought back and laughed like horses. We had a fun time cathing up, gossiping and watching movies till 4am in the morning! More more more:D Headed home early in the morning at like 8ish the next day.

AND FUCK IT SCHOOL'S IN 7 DAYS TIME. FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK.

random shitzxzx.

2009-04-09T23:37:00.006+08:00

I think Donkey's gonna die soon.

He's suffering from malnutrition and is living in a lonely, single life.

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Day out with the boyf was awesome.

If being the best boyf in the whole entire world,HE'S BOSS!

xoxo.

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The Hills are finally back yo!

Love LaurenC alot.

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Tonight's a cold night, filled with the nostalgic feel.

Reminiscing on the good 'ol boyband days.

Edit:// Oh yes, High Tea tomorrow! Celebration for Huda's malay dance(GOLD W HONOUR) & Kakak's gradutation.

Sweetzxzxzx.

2009-04-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a blast with the parents. We went shopping and they wanted to buy literally almost anything me Uzma and I asked for. Heh heh. Met up with the parents at vivo in the afternooon cause they had an appointment in the morning. There was a fashion show held at vivo yesterday, tried to ring Kel but his mobile was off-ed. I know if I tell him these kind of things he'll scream for joy. Lunched over at BK. AND. OH.MAN. The new burger's like totally not a special. You know they made it sound as if it'll taste so good... crunchy, topsy turvy, yada yada... But wth, it's totally like a normal burger la. After that roamed about in Toy's R Us. Had a ball of laughter man. Spent quite a long time in there. The parents decided to spoil my sister and bought uzma this Air Drum thingy, haha yeah the vid i know.

After that walked around more, Ibu wanted to catch Knowing so badly so we checked out the timings, but the 1615 show is sold out and the next show is only at like 2400. Crazy, so we skipped the movies and went to F21 to check out the beanie! But when Ibu sw she went like "Izyan! Don't buy! I can make/sew for you, so easy. Haiyo".... and she goes on and on rambling why I shouldn't waste 14 buckeroos on it cause she can simply sew it for me. HEHE:D Didn't really remember where we headed after that but we did spend quite a long time in that shopping mall. Bought a number of things too, haha.

KRSB's SYF is tomorrow! Dang, with all the HFMD thingy spreading like fuck, I really reallu hope they'll pull through this one last phase. Come on my juniors you can do it(: ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW! My love for that band is not dead yet okay. I was hoping to drop by to see how they were cause initially bsp was asking around for help on the 6th(that was like weeks ago), and of course I agreed. But when it comes to the day itself, things weren't confirmed. So I didn't get to pay them a visit :( But anyways, I really hope they'll make it! (L)

Beach with baby on wednesday! YEAY:D Last week's plans were cancelled due to the weather I think? But I hope the weather will be better on wednesday. AFter that heading for muuveeee @ the new Bugis Mall(forgot what it's called though). Hope everything will turn out just as planned(:

Oh, and kakak's graduation's tomorrow. :D I miss taking photos with Jakey, hehe. Oh, and I was really curious and I just wanted to check. So checked the price for the fisheye and it costs around $1199. DANG. I hope I'll be able to save money, heh heh.

2009-04-05T18:35:00.002+08:00

JUST FOR LAUGHS :D

Ibu spent this on her yesterday. Air Drum, cool shiatzxzx. Will do a proper post later or something.

2009-04-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

Baby texted me! Like finally I heard from him can. But he doesn't seem to enjoy the camp so far. He wants to back out now. He's seriously confusing me can. He is not enjoying it at all and i do not know why. Anyway, I don't know what's with this post. So dead bored now. Nose stuffed. Eyes swollen. Damn it.

wtf is with me and ending my sentences with can? bimbo moment ah.

Blink 182's back. hell yes. \m/

2009-04-03T19:01:00.004+08:00

Baby went for a 3d2n camp:( I miss him already. Kay but seriously, i shouldn't be so worked out about it anyway. It's only like 3 days. And he can still msg me at night, but he'll be very worn out. Hope he has tons and tons of fun(:

Yesterday was Sof sayang's birthday! Haha although it was like a small and simple thing I really hoped she loved it. You're finally 18 can?! You are the bestest friend ever kay and you cannot be replaced ever. Hope you had a blast yesterday(: & all of us wore black and white can! HAHA(: I LOVE YOU MANY MANY.

EDIT:// HOLY FUCKING CRAP! I JUST FOUND OUT THAT ALL OF MY DAMN PICTURES OF SOF ARE ALL FUCKING GONE! LIKE ALL THOSE PICS! OMG DAMNIT. ONE WHOLE FOLDER VANISHED! WTF IS THIS?!

I just came back from babysitting my cousins cause my aunt had to go BBDC for her driving lessons. I was there from 3 plus to around 630. Damn, I read one whole storybook to kill time. Yes, I completed a whole storybook. No joke please. Entertained the kiddos and just watched them eat and watched the tv.

The timetable's out. Sad, cause won't be in the same class as Ruyi. :/ But nevermind, we'll still meet up for lectures! && I have no classes on Thursday and Friday. Shiok siolzxzxzxz!

Baby, imy(L).

2009-03-31T18:49:00.006+08:00

I honestly think that boyf's brother is damn annoying, I can't stand it. He uses boyf's laptop without asking. Even when boyf's using the old computer, he will be a pain in the ass. Seriously seh, the computer is like right there? omg ah. pfft, what a nice start to the entry.

Haha okay, he got tricked by me can! LOL damn funny.

Okay, that was a much nicer start to the post. So we went out to today. Bused over to Anchorpoint and roamed around Ikea. Haha, I had a nice time with this boy. He totally made my day. And finally met Ierfan after don't know how long he has been MIA for. THIS SAT AH! Heading to PS tomorrow, need to get something asap! And yes, meeting boyf tomorrow too YEAY! :D

His idea of taking the photo. Nice right? (L)

Omg, my IE just went berserk man, totally. Out of nowhere I swear I didn't do anything. It popped out uncountable times. Dang. Crazy or whut?

EDIT:/// & omg my hair is growing like as if it's reading my mind that I'm missing my long hair alot. It's growing rapidly fast! DANG.

SLEEPOVER!

2009-03-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

Haha tour around sarah's room.

The snapple is an all time favourite. yummy.

2009-03-30T17:28:00.004+08:00

The day he cheered me up like I'm the only girl he ever saw(: I love my boyf.

Some day back, think it was last week(:

Baby, LOL haha. Lots Of Love!

lucky se7en(:

2009-03-30T15:13:00.010+08:00

The pictures are not in order at all. hahaha, I'm lazy like that. :D & i love my friends alot.

FEARLESS.

2009-03-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging. Been caught up with lots of stuff. School results, specialisation results, relationship problems and many more. Specialisation results was a huge disappointment to me. I got posted to my 2nd choice, what's with me and 1st choices? I never get first choices. Anyway, I got posted to Animation, was dumbfounded upon receiving the news. Been upset, wrote an appeal letter for IM. Came back to school for an interview but I failed the aptitude test they gave us. So there goes my hope of being in IM. I cried my heart out, thank God baby was there with me. I kept crying and finally calmed down, called Ibu and told her the devastating news. She said it was okay, I was crying to the phone. Ayah called later and told me it was alright too. I really hope Animation will be a blessing in disguise like what ayah said. I love my family, i love my boyf(:

I'm over that. Kinda. Somehow. Well, maybe God has chosen a better path for me.

Days before the interview my clique went to the beach! Yeay finally get to meet everyone again. Will post up the pictures on a seperate entry. I had balls of fun. Was the photographer for the today. Thanks for Sentosa guys(: More to come?

Earth hour was somehow relaxing. Lol. My family did our part in saving Mother Earth. We switched off all electric appliances well except for the refrigerator. We lighted up candles and placed them everywhere in the house. Haha it was a very good experience. Oh, my sister and I had a sleep over at SarahD's crib. Had lots of laughter as usual. Went back the next morning after baking. Haha, yes we woke up at like 8plus am?! Haha so damn unusual of us man. But I had alot of fun! :D More more!

Today is our 14th monthsary! Yeay(: lots of (L). ahem, 3 more days to someone's birthday ahem.

Threadless.

2009-03-18T15:49:00.004+08:00

the two of my favourite designs.

shit man if only I had money with me!

fuck.

Damn, Ierfan's getting orders for threadless tees online. Went to check out the designs and one tee is only for 13 bucks, which is not bad. But I'm in no money now :/ And that brings me to the next point. I freaking need a job badly, NOW. I'm dying at home and there's less than 3 weeks till year 2 starts, geez. I seriously need to find a job asap. I need those buckeroos badly. Damn.

2009-03-17T17:29:00.001+08:00

Kay I feel like a total idiot now. All along I thought we've run out of Fish sauce and I intelligently substitute it with oyster sauce, thinking it'd taste just as good. But wtf? Only when I'm done cooking, I saw this bottle of fish sauce hidden in the cabinet! Damnit, though the food smells good, I doubt it'll taste as good. I just don't know how to cook those dishes. But I'm handy when it comes to pasta, salads and usage of the oven. Omg, someone just kill me now. I hope nobody falls sick after consuming what I've cooked :/

GPA = SUCKY. TO THE MAX.

2009-03-17T08:35:00.002+08:00

Kay, I've just received my results for semester 2, I was so damn fucking relieved I didn't spot an F. OMG yo won't believe how relieved I am now seriously. And I thought I was going to fail my Drawing, but HPP made me pass(: yeay. I straight away texted Ruyi after getting the results and the first thing she asked me was WHAT'S MODULE 1123? lol. Okay so I did pass every single thing from semester one to two. And I really bloody well hope I get into IM please :( Oh God, IM IM IM! Can't stress this enough. Right so anyway, why am I up so early? I was sleeping when suddenly my phone vibrated with a message, I thought it was B. But it was the school sending me all my results. And that's the reason as to why I can't continue my pretty sleep now. You know when you are anticipating for something and when you finally get it, it's like an eye opener for you. That's how I feel now. I wish to go back to sleeeeeeep though, the weather's really really really nice and everything on my bed feels so comfortable. But unfortunately Ayah will be back from fetching Ibu and will wake us up. damnit. Okay, now chant with me kay? IM! IM! IM! IM! IM! IM! IM! IM!........

Get well soon B(:

2009-03-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

The title says it all. I swear I've never seen him this sick before. Seriously, he's weak to his guts. I feel so sad for him. Poor thing. He is down with a very bitchy sore throat. Like really bitchy man. And not only that. The flu bug attacked him. Thank God his fever has subsided alot. He needs me, he needs my company and I'll be there for him. I just really hope he'll get well soon. Like really soon. I hate seeing him like that. Get well soon B, I miss you already(: Meet up soon Love. Lots of hugs and kisses. xoxo.

day out with Love. hearts.

2009-03-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

Finally get to spend time with Love. He was being sweet and nice, to compensate for what happened yesterday. We should always learn from our mistakes cause nobody is perfect right? So we met in the bus and went over to WCP for Macs. I had a fun time with him just now and today is just very blissful. We had McSpicy and watched Vaccany 2 on my lappy. Damn, I still think the first one has much more suspense but the second one is more exposed and more gore i guess? Haha, nevertheless I had Love to hug me :D hoho. We made our way to Jurong East after that cause I had to make my new ezlink. EDIT; THE NEW EZLINK IS SWEEEEET, DUDEE. Bused there and back home. I hope to spend more time with Love.

LOVE

YOU!

MORE EDIT:// Yesterday had a blast with the relatives, since there was a wedding. It's actually my mom's cousin who got married yesterday so that makes her our auntie. After eating, we walked and roamed around doing nothing. Disturbing Lyana, haha. It was nice to see the huge family once in a while. After that, planned to go for the warehouse sale somewhere in Queensway but the grandparents wanted to head home first to do the afternoon prayers. The wedding was held in Tampines btw, damn far. And kakak had a gooood experience driving in a such madness kind of weather. To and fro. So decided to lepak at Sarah's. We had a ball of time laughing and gossiping and whatnots. The parents and the parents' parents were also there, and they were watching this hilarious malay vcd. You know, things you'd do with your cousins. And then suddenly Sarah had the urge to watch women in labour and giving birth, apparently she wants to hear how they scream and see how the whole thing goes. Well, it wasn't bad at all. But she was like so damn hyped about it. Like those vids made her high. haha, so funny. had to go home since she's working the next day and also had to fetch uzma from our aunt's place down at level 2. More next time? (L)

That was my eventful yesterday for you.

Breakin' is what the heart is for.

2009-03-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

So Baby Lyana is in town! After a such a long time, finally she's here. Went over to my aunt's place last thursday to play with her and all. Had a alot of fun. That girl is really mischievous. But she's caught the Indon bug. "APA INI?" Haha, that girl's so cute. At around 6 plus SarahD joined from her work. And around 8ish went home and brought lyana with us! Man, that girl is really active. Finally got hold of her and get her to go to bed like after 3 damn hours. Sent her back to my aunt's place the next morning.

Just had dinner at Ras Istimewa and I'll prolly won't ever eat there ever. Okay, drink specifically. Here's why. Danyya and I couldn't finish up our drinks and so we requested for them to pack our drinks. Apparently the lady who was working at the drinks section has difficulty hearing! Instead of packing our drinks, I saw her putting them in the contaminated sink! My God, and seeing us standing there in AWE, she was like "yes? can i help you?" I tell you, at that moment I felt like giving her a tight slap. Like whatthefuck dude, you just wasted my delicious mango juice, mind you the drinks they made are yummy. So we told her, no actually my sister did. I was too UGHHH to face her, haha. My sister told her we actually want them packed, and guess what she did? She took out the cups from the damn sink and packed our drinks. OMG and not only that, she was doing that in front of her customers AND that was when she already washed her hands into the sink and stacking our cups! Like seriously man, HYGIENE. Omg, seriously. disgusted to the maxxx.

I've downloaded the new msn, its' cool. Haha I love it. And Baby has a laptop finally! I can webcam him every now and then and talk to him more easliy. Yeay yeay(: He's now lying on the sofa at home, sickkkk. Take care dear (L).

Anyway, met up Sof yesterday to chill at Tully's. No wonder she wanna go there, her bf's working there yesterday. Jo's sister was there too. Haha, she's a huge fan of Hady, adorable. She took pics of herself for her FB. Met up with sof at around 3ish, and we hung till 5plus. I watched Sydney White and we had muffins and chocolate shakes, yumm. I miss the blueberry muffin noww. I miss Sof already. AND KEL! Damn you, we were supposed to meet yesterday. Make sure next week ah! XOXO.

ya whatever, i had a haircut.

2009-03-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

BRB? BRB YOU SAID? And I've been waiting for like what? 2 whole freaking hours for you? What the hell are you doing over there? What's with you and making me wait like forever? Seriously, what's the matter with you? Do you know how long and agonising, yes agonising i said, it is to wait for you? Not even for you, for your reply. What's taking you so long? Oh no, don't tell me you fucking accidentally slept, like you always freaking do. Know how mad I am right now? Because it is not bloody well the first time. Neither it is second. I've never made you wait this long in my entire life. I've never made anybody wait for me my entire life. I've been very patient with you these days. VERY. But what are you trying to convey here? You just loove making me wait for you. right? And you didn't even have the courtesy to at least text me and apologize because you are busy helping or doing something.

teeny weeny bit of spoilers :/ heh.

2009-03-11T15:32:00.000+08:00

I think Samantha is gorgeous, like why didn't she win man? She's got a cool personality, so fun and outgoing. And her hair rocks my socks. I love her hair. The one after the makeover of course. Damn, she's so pretty. I love her character. She's so cool. If only she won. (the photos are all in order) & for those who watch ANTM dilligently, sorry ofr the spoilers. Cause I spent my night watching the whole season yesterday and only went to bed at 2. And I know who won, hahaha. Okay la, it's just a click away, don't have to waste your time watching everything. Wiki has everything you need man, seriously.

ps: i love love love her hair, should i cut mine?

memories.

2009-03-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

I've dyed my hair to deep burgundy but the colour doesn't seem to show, whatever. I'm always like that. Just wasted 13 bucks on crap. So anyway, met baby yesterday. Since it was raining like crazy, we just sat under the block and talked and laughed and had a great time enjoying each other's company. Oh and he made us spaghetti which was so yummy. Thank you baby(:

Eventhough we only got to meet for a short period of time, I find it all worthwhile. Your smile always make my day. I love you. & he kept pestering me to tie his hair. silly boy.

haha you're my silly boy<3>

So I was looking through the old photo albums and spotted some nice younger pictures of me and my family, haha. Had a great time flashing back those memories with my precioues ones(:

This is Ishamina Uzma, my younger sister. The reason I wanted to post up her baby pictures cause I just find her so damn bloody adorable.

START OF UZMA GALORE.

ADORABLE, I WANT HER TO GO BACK TO HER YOUNGER SELF.

She won the Grand Prize for a baby contest, haha.

She is vain. still is.

haha, Anita Sarawak! pouty baby.

END OF UZMA GALORE.

This is me and my daddy<3

My siblings(without Uzma) with dearest Ibu @ Snow City.

Haha, total bitch sia me last time.

So act don't want to take passport photo.

My hair very curly.

Eh hello, won baby contest ah don't play play.

It runs in the family you know, you know.

I Was vain like that.

Me and my elder sister, Illy Tahirah<3

Shut up ah, I'm a girl.

Ibu would always dress us up with matching clothes.

My siblings together with cousins Naufal & Ierfan. Haha!

JUST FOR LAUGHS, MY LOVELY PARENTS(: hehe.

MS HOE PENG PENG TAUGHT ME WELL!

2009-03-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

The drawings we did, the middle one is kakak's. I swear i need spanking for my damn bloody hopeless perspective seh, sheeshhh, thanks ms hoe peng peng! HAHA BASKET IZYAN.

2009-03-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Let's just play pretend that nothing ever happened. I'm having enough. Sometimes I just have to lose. Past week has been fun for me. Spent time with loved ones, of course.

Monday me, sof and kakak went for the job interview @ Kids Art over at Bukit Timah Plaza, filled in our application forms and were introduced to the various jobscopes and place. Bet work's gonna be fun with all those little kiddies. We signed up for the Party Assistant job. But also for the Art teacher one. Haha, i know right art teacher? Must be kidding me siol. I'm kidding myself. But anyway, the pay's good and place and people are all good. After that, went over to IMM to meet Sarah, Bobo and his beloved wife, Aishah. Shopped around at Daiso, that girl just loves Daiso so much I tell you. After spending like what 2 damn bloody hours in that store, trained to Orchard. Went over to Wisma and apparently we lost them, like 3 fucking times, haha. Walked to Far East after that and shopped more. And at 8ish cabbed home, hoho. Soend money like as if they grow on trees man.

On Tuesday and Wednesday rotted at home, spending time watching movies. Alot alot of movie, comedy movies haha. I've caught Confessions of A Shopaholic! :D nice movie, a must watch. But I didn't really understandbut whatever it's a nice movie anyway.

On Thursday, met up with the clique(except for gay:/) for movie! Trained to Somerset and caught Let the Right One In. The movie was about this vampire, and blablabla. It was so-so. haha but very funny got some parts of the movie(NC16). Most importantly was the company, was nice to meet them after quite a long while. Baby fetched me home! (L)

Skipped Sam's place on Friday, sorry man! :/ (wasn't feeling well and suspected of the virus lurking within my family,will talk about this later)

On Saturday, went out with Sarah and Kakak for a short while to WCPlaza. Bought hair dye :D Gonna dye my hair soon(again. my hair's dying literally seh-.-) yeay! Sarah came to our house and had a ball of time! Laughed here and there like nobody's business man I tell you, but obviously we don't care.

And today, went for the drawing session for the Teacher job. haha, seriously my drawing sucks to the very max seh. But then again, I think I did a pretty good job though. And anyway I don't intend to take up that job. I want the Party Assistant job more! After that met Baby(yeay lovelove) and trained Bugis and lunched at LJS, met Mus too. After eating, there was like an hour more to go before they go for jamming. So me and Baby walked around Bugis Junction aimlessly, lol. 7 o'clock came and we went our separate ways. Meeting Baby again tomorrow! yeay, reservoir. HTHT(:

oh, about the virus thing, it has been spreading like FUCK. it was originally from Jawahir, then it spreaded to my cousin and got her hospitalised. So now the whole family is infected, so is my aunt and her family, my grandpa, and now me and my younger sister is suspected of it. We're having flu and diarrhea. Very kinda serious ones. This viral thingy is airborn and is highly contagious! I tell you, it spreads like FUCK. So people, to be safe, I think you better stay away.

can't believe you just said that, really.

2009-03-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

you feel left out? really? you?

know what? i'll just let everything be.

i'll just let things fall into their places nicely, undistrupted.

maybe you should think twice.

2009-03-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

Oh yes! Before I forget, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SAM! :D

(really sorry i couldn't join you guys for pizza hut! haha surprise surprise eh sam!)

haha, i didn't know which picture to use.

movie marathon.

2009-03-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

These past two days i've bee cooped up at home with nothing to do other than sitting my younger sister and yes hous chores. I've been wasting my time away watchin movies. But these two movies are a must to watch when it comes out!

The aussies went home last night, i miss them already. Hope they'll fly down soon again! (L)

Theres always gonna be another mountain

Im always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

That sometimes

Im gonna have to lose

Aint about how fast I get there

Aint about whats waitin on the other side

Its the climb

Kay, gonna catch another movie now! promise to come back another time with a proper post.

Happenings @ St.James!

2009-02-25T17:25:00.001+08:00

Haha, picture of the day siak. :D

When we first arrived there, we started camwhoring and hand glitter tattoos. haha like advertising for 100 plus.

The amazing balloon sculptor or whatever it's called k.

Talentime, the first contestant was the winner for the solo category.

The group category.

in between, we were bored and took piccies too. haha.

Uzma was picked an had to imitate the monkey, she won herself a fresh banana, lol.

They were the winners of the group category.

& this person here, she was one of them who won best dressed. HAHA. NO JOKE.

Started to camwhore more at home, :D

I love that saturday, but i sadly had to throw away my red flats away due to the rain and it got soaked, and stinked like hell. but i've bought a new pair and that made me a happy girl :D i love my family.

2009-02-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back baby!

So anyway, Studio Project's done and over with! So is the portfolio, presentation this coming friday. Day out with baby after that! Movieeeeee, it's been awhile since we've watched a movie together, bakeddd riceeee baby:D

Now that school is done, waiting for the results is a killer. and especially to know which specialisation i'll be posted to. IM IM IM IM IM please. Dear God, please let help me through this. IM please IM!

Alot has been happening during my absence be it bad or good. The most recent one was my relatives from Aussie finally flew down! So happy to see them(: and of course the happy newly weds too. hoho. They're currently out to Malacca for a short triop should be back at night. Another was this Family Day @ St James! We had a hell fun i tell you, it was organised by my dad's company- HPB. (i'll post up pictures of this event)

Like everyone has been saying, the weather has been really cooling these days. yes yes yes, it has. Super duper nice weather to just curl up in my blankie and nap the day away~ &&&& NOW THAT THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE,DATE ME OUT KAY(: I super miss Sofya and Haikel please. Suppose to meet Sof yesterday bt then ahhh this girl tired so nvm another day.

And like finally i'm gonna change my handphone. I've cleared out everything inside just waiting to sell it off. Hope it's a good price, it's still with warranty! kay i dont know why but my blogging mojo is not there already. i need to update more and maybe things will get back.

2009-02-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY! BUSY AS A BUSY BEE! BUSY BUSY BUSY ME! ON HIATUS TILL GOD KNOWS WHEN! LOVE YOU PEOPLE MUAHH! XOXO.

2009-02-03T13:35:00.000+08:00

Maybe I should just keep all thoughts to myself.

because for all i know, nobody's caring.

2009-02-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

I've been rambling on and on about my cousins but never showcased their pretty faces here eh? kay so be thankful i'm in a i-want-to-post-a-picture-mood.

HAHAHA ONE ONLY! SUCKERS!

2009-02-01T19:27:00.001+08:00

This wonderful person makes my everyday(:

these pictures were from his iphone, which he claimed to be of better quality than my 3.2megapixel camera hp, whatever ahem.

My first anniversary with baby went really well, all thanks to him. He had planned everything out on his own and I really did enjoy myself(: We met at the bustop near my house, and bused to west coast. kay, i didn't have a clue on where we were going so i didn't ask any questions and just followed. But when we alighted and started walking towards the park i had the slightest clue. We walked into the park and he suddenly laid out a mat and set up for a mini picnic. haha, he was being so sweet and all. He even made us brekky. He told me he actually wanted to get candles but they were out of stock. We just sat there, took pictures, chilled, talked and ate our breakfast. Even though it was like a simple thing, it was really an effort to have to think of those. Thank you sayang, i love you(: One year has passed by and i'm really glad i went through that one great, wonderful year with you.

2009-01-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Life is just. It does not give in to you cause you're the one moulding it. But whenever you try to make things right, things will somehow or somewhat go towards a different path. That's when you feel lost. All you need is a shoulder to cry on. Life is controlled by you and only you. It's your life but no matter how many times this is said, you know other people's concern are included as well and that you can't change. Because that's Life. Life is not unfair, it is not reluctant because it is just.

Sometimes people do things without realising it. And sometimes people tend to think indifferently. It's not easy when you try telling someone about something so out-of-the-blue but you yourself know what's going on. On the other hand, you don't know what's this out-of-the-blue is at all. And all you need is someone, just someONE to believe in you. Others think you're out of your mind but you know what's right. You know what's happening because it's YOU.

People make mistakes in life. And not all mistakes can be cured but most, almost all can be learnt from. Mistakes are stepping stones to success. It's cliche for a reason.

I'm sorry for what I did.

I really hope you understand.

I've explained myself well,

And I truely wasn't lying.

Please believe me when I say this.

I love you very much and I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to ignore/hurt/abandon you.

I didn't.

Things just came over me

And I didn't know how to react to it.

Again, I'm sorry.

& Happy Anniversary to you.

Jawahir Islam :D

2009-01-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

2009-01-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GAN RUYI :D

2009-01-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

So i just got back from lepak with the cousins again. Man, it has been since wednesday we've met for like almost every single day uh. Yesterday was lepak at wcpalza cause we were just too bored. And after that was satay at nyai's place. This week is prolly the best week ever cause it's spent with dear cousins(: Haha so today we went over to sarahd's crib and yes because we were that bored to our wits. Stoned there and ordered pizza talked crap and just hung out. What nice cousins do i have tell me? lovely peepos.

Tomorrow's plan heading for Sentosa :D hopefully it'll be successful! Haha, we are still deciding on the time. Nobody has yet to decide la. So still on the fence, undecided. B is following us, bet ierfan will be thrilled! *rolls eyes and shakes head*

So anyway yesterday's satay gathering at nyai's was fab. all of us ate satay obviously and just laughed. Baby jawahir islam was there! I swear she is damn bloody cute kay, her hair is like sof's but more fresh as in you know it's more tighter those curls. her hair is damn damn damn curly and she's so adorable to the max omg cannot stand it must pinch her chubby cheeks. ans she is very vain kay mind you. my little cousin oh little cousin. she is the cutest little thing man. but she'll scream like nuts if things don't go her way i tell you your eardrums wanna burst. SHe slept over at our house last night and omg it's not easy to keep her still you know. we took almost an hour to put her to bed.

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Oh yes, Jocelyn please do take care kay. Don't be too stressed out. A few more weeks come on! Take care don't wear yourself out. (: xoxo.

I LOVE MY FAMILY(:

To Dearast B,

2009-01-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

pictures of me and love (L)

(according to date taken)

Dear B, our journey started out only as aquintances(sp), close buddies and now we are inseperable. Words cannot describe how thankful I am to have to know you. I've known for almost 6 years now, another 1 week and 6 days left baby! :D omg I cannot wait, I haven't felt so loved by anyone for such a long time and your love is truely genuine and irreplaceable. I thank God so much I met someone like you. You're funny you're sweet you're caring you're understanding you're charming you're annoyingly adorable, you're irritating till the extent i'd feel i have to shout but that just makes me love you more, you're everything i can ever ask for(: for sure you're not perfect, nobody is. But you are perfect for me. I promise you, I'll forever be there for you when you need me and always in your heart. My apologies for all my wrong doings, I'm a very stubborn person so pardon me. I'm surprised how you tolerate me & no matter whatever that crossed the line, I love you with all my heart, i'm not joking when i say this cause i really do mean it. i love you as my boyfriend, i love you as my friend, i love you as my brother, i love you as you. you're a wonderful person inside and out. I'll always be that shoulder you'll want to lean on to cry. I'll be your helping hand. I'll be your listening ear when you need company. My arms are wide open, I'm here for you always. Our one year is chasing and I can barely wait any longer. 29th January will forever be carved in my heart(:

2009-01-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today was spent with the cousins. Again. 3rd time in a row. B joined us too, but most of all today was spent with him(: In the morning we had a little tiff, but all went well. Initial plan was to go to the library to do some of my schoolwork, but because of something i changed my mind and decided to just work at home alone, without any distractions.

Then sarahd msged my sis and asked us to join them at vivo to lepak. And so i asked baby if he wanted to follow since sarah wanted more people to come but in the end only 5 turned up seh. So anyway, called baby after his prayers and suddenly things got better. We bused to vivo and met up with them. Lepak-ed, at around 4.30 we left off since ierfan(b's secret admirer) had work, sarah went to meet her bf from ns and jabir idk,lol. Me and b were supposed to join kakak and mus for the rp event thingy, but then ahhhh kak suddenly msgd me when we were in the train telling us not to come cause there were alot of people. lol, so we were really bummed out cause we trained from so far away and all the way back to jurong east. so in the end we bused to queens via 197 cause baby wanted to check out the baggies, yelaaa, orang tu da nak jadi budak poly apeee bende sume mesti lawa lawa and baru kan. then we bused back home(:

Finally a day out with him, makes me feel super happy. Cause he was dying to get time for ourselves and at last we did(: Thank you sayang for today. I've always loved your company and still loving it and gonna love it always, every single second of it. You've made me a happy girl today. Subway cookies~ :D

AHHHHH!!! SCHOOL YOU SUCKER YOU!

2009-01-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

I won't call this my first post. Cause it's not my first post. okay sure it is for this blog but i've been in this space for a very long time, so i won't call it a first. Speaking of firsts, alot of firsts happened within this week, for me. haha, today i saw, for the first time a double deck 79 bus. serious. another first would be baby meeting the cousins,the crazy side of them which is also our normal selves. and he couldn't agree more that they were a hell of crazy peepos. haha. kay wait there were more i that i thought of this morning. oh yes, for the first time, kay la even though this happened to me only once and gonna happen again in a few weeks time, but for the first time i cannot wait to do my portfolio and studio project, serious not kidding. Cause i cannot bloody wait for the 6 weeks break after that man! Hell yessa.

So just now was lepak with the cousins again, had dinner at Rasa Istimewa. Jabir and Jihan weren't there. Full of laughters no doubt. Yesterday's lepak session was with mus and b. lol, but b didn't join us to watch horror vcds at sarahd's crib. we watched true singapore ghost stories vol 1 and half of vol 2 i think and also not forgetting The coffin, damn. I've always loved loved loved lepak sessions, cause everyone will try to make an effort to come and hang out and have some cousin-ly time. we'd talk about anything and everything bout the family. be it bad or good or funny or nonsesical or not-suppose-to-know. i can never ask for more fun and outgoing cousins like them and thank God they are around my age, cause if not we won't be talking crap to one another long time ago.

Oh yes, back to school topic. I've put Interactive Media as my first choice, i seriously hope that i'll get in IM cause i bloody don't want animation and games design please, oh God please. I'm praying hard i'll get into IM cause i went into this course to do media stuff not to do animation or games shit. i'll dread coming to school every single day and my parents will slaughter me, no i think i'll shoot myself in the head first. & i'm thinking of picking German as my elective thingy next year :D

Animation Fundamentals-walk cycle(BY THE NEXT THURSDAY), Intro to 3D-designing character(BY FRIDAY), Digital Imaging-poster or whatever you call it la(BY THURSDAY), Typography-CD inserts & surface(BY FRIDAY), Drawing-redo all transparencies in sketchbook, perspective shit, and week 8 gesture exercise(BY FRIDAY), Storyboard-scan in and do mood boards(ASAP, NEED TO SEND TO GAY).

school oh dear school please be kind to us *flutters eyelashes*